Some days just turn out great. I didn't imagine today would be like that at all. In fact, I didn't imagine it at all. I woke up and did an abbreviated morning meditation and focused on adding joy in my life, but in an ethereal way, not in a real way. Boy, I learned my lesson.
The beauty in being able to create your life is that you CAN create your life - not in an ethereal way but in a less airy more concrete way. Always remembering that energy follows attention, where I focus my energy that is the reality I give life to in my day. Today did NOT start out that way, but , somehow there I was tonight with the reality I wanted.
My children are growing up and moving on. They spend less time at home and I admit, I miss them. When you hold that small child in your arms you forget that they are their own person and will one day want to have a life that is apart from yours (not leaving you, but appending you). That time has arrived for me. Recently, I found my self missing the days of lazy bodies lying in the living room in front of the TV in various stages of homework after dinner. Just a silly notion about how my life was when I wasn't paying attention. Well, tonight, when I WAS paying attention, but not expecting it - there they were [all three of my children], in various stages of homework, hanging around with me in front of a very funny TV program laughing out loud together. I glanced around the room and could not contain my joy. The smile went from ear to ear. A remember thought.
Sweet stuff this co-creating. Me and the Universe - we got a thing.
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